You know that feeling when you have a cold coming on? That slight tickling in the back of your throat on the first day. The rised tempurature? The little runny nose? All those added together and you know that you will be sick for the next couple of days because you didn't catch on soon enough to take any precaution and nip it in the bud? Well it works with crushes too.

Didn't see it coming. Just weeks ago I was writing how I hadn't had any feelings for girls in a long time. (It's true. Go back a few posts and read for yourself.) Then I stumble into a conversation with a few people on set that I can really sink my teeth into. Video games, bad movies, comics. Awesome! Plus one of them is from Washington and actually knew my alma mater. And she was a hot little number too. (Very much my type if you know what my type is.) We had some great conversations and I thought, cool now I have a new friend and someone to talk to on set when I get to work with her. Should have nipped it in the bud then! Taken whatever the emotional equivelant of Airbourne would be. But I didn't. Hung out with her outside of work. Turns out she really is alot of fun to be around and we really do "click" on multiple levels. Got to know her even more today as we carpooled to set and spent most of the day together.

Now? Now I feel that slight tickle on the inside. The little smile that I get when I start to like someone in a bit more than friendly way. And I am wondering if I should squash it down now, or let it play out. I really don't know. On the one hand I have some pretty hard evidence that she might like me in return. (Though it could just be mixed signals.) On the other I don't want to go and make it weird since we do end up working together quite abit it seems, if I am judging things wrong. It should be easy. Ask her out, see what she says. But I see myself doing what I do best, dancing around it too long and watching her go off with someone else because I haven't made my feelings known clear enough and she doesn't want to wait.

Sitting here rereading that last statement I think I have decided to just make it clear now and see what happens so this doesn't get too out of hand.

Also, there is a helicopter flying around Glendale for the past 10 minutes... I wonder what happened.