Today I feel like a /

Woke up in a very "blah" mood today. I don't know why either. Things are definitely going in the right direction. I am shooting a short all this week. I am shooting some television episodes all next week. The Semi-Awesomatics (my improv troupe) won their 3rd Student Cagematch in a row last night. I am not sick. These are all great things. Yet. "Blah".

It could be a couple different things.

It could be because I have been thinking lately that I am going to need to quit my other improv troupe because I have been missing too many rehearsals and I am feeling like an outsider and they are doing well without me anyway, but I really love playing with them and I would feel like something is missing if I leave... (It's like trying to decide to end a relationship that you love the person, but you feel you aren't being fair to them because you aren't giving them enough of your time.)

It could be because I have recently been missing having a real relationship with someone of the opposite sex. Though to be honest, I think I am more "blah" because I haven't met anyone recently that has knocked the wind out of me. So I guess it's more like I am missing having someone to have a crush on. Though I also miss looking into someone's eyes and seeing awe and love in them. (Side note to that: You wanna hear the sad truth? The thing that spawned that last statement was me watching an episode of The O.C. last night ((DONT JUDGE! HULU IS CRUEL SOMETIMES!!)) and the way that the actress who plays Anna was looking at Seth at one point completely reminded me of a look that I used to get from all of my previous girlfriends. That look of "My god, I am so proud of you and I love the fact that you are all mine." You know that look? MAN! That's a great look!)

So basically I am in a funk this morning. I have a feeling it will clear up by early afternoon, hopefully giving way to bright happy times.